Wednesday, August 29, 2012
我很怕
感觉非常糟
轻松不了
不知为何
心里 觉得
很怕很怕
2012 is not my year to enjoy...
hardcore.
is the only word to describe.
i feel pain...
hurt...
lonely...
scared...
for no reason...
im scared.. realli realli...scared..
it feels like.. something bad is going to happen.
idk wad.
but smth...
something will happen...
idk is it gd or bad...
but im scared.
bad omen?
keep dreaming about babies.
it's a very weird feeling...
i dont really like baby...
i like toddler though... =P
mayb i think too much...
but...
it feels like something big will happen..
and it's a bad one...
always... always let nature goes its own way...
i always do that...
but... something seems to be constraining me...
and... i dont feel good.
something is weighing in my heart...
idk wtf it is...
but...
im scared.
im scared that thing...
that thing that will harm mi or hurt mi...
i dont feel at ease.
i feel uncomfortable.
i can't rest comfortably...
perhaps cuz i lack of sleep?
due to fyp...
i lack of a lot of sleep.
deprive of sleep.
i need sleep.
but holiday...
i feel like doing something.
play.
watch dramas.
but...
i wan earn $$$ too.
it's complicated.
im really scared.
damn scared of something...
something that will happen and it feels bad.
idk...
im emo all these days...
idk y...
i want someone who understand me...
seriously...
and willing to listen to me...
stay with me..
but u...
kpo oth stuff and ignore me...
even to the extent of being cold to me...
)): there's another side of the story u nv know...
u onli listen to that bitch...
if only i were closer to u...
i will explain everything...
i will... so... dont listen to her only...
i wan to play with u too...
all the sports u been playing with oths...
how i wish i could join in...
during the time when we were all there for interview...
if only the one hu invited me to sit wif u'al is you...
if only... the person is you...
perhaps because my crush is you...
adn i left a bad impression on u...
all bcos of that bitch...
im...
feeling so lousy now..
nothing go well...
nothing...
i dont like the feeling of the coldness i felt from u...
even though from now onwards i wont be seeing you...
i juz hope you could know the whole story...
and understand the feeling that i felt...
i juz hope that u can understand
instead of misunderstandings...
gosh...
this blog is so long...
shall stop here.
感觉非常糟
轻松不了
不知为何
心里 觉得
很怕很怕
2012 is not my year to enjoy...
hardcore.
is the only word to describe.
i feel pain...
hurt...
lonely...
scared...
for no reason...
im scared.. realli realli...scared..
it feels like.. something bad is going to happen.
idk wad.
but smth...
something will happen...
idk is it gd or bad...
but im scared.
bad omen?
keep dreaming about babies.
it's a very weird feeling...
i dont really like baby...
i like toddler though... =P
mayb i think too much...
but...
it feels like something big will happen..
and it's a bad one...
always... always let nature goes its own way...
i always do that...
but... something seems to be constraining me...
and... i dont feel good.
something is weighing in my heart...
idk wtf it is...
but...
im scared.
im scared that thing...
that thing that will harm mi or hurt mi...
i dont feel at ease.
i feel uncomfortable.
i can't rest comfortably...
perhaps cuz i lack of sleep?
due to fyp...
i lack of a lot of sleep.
deprive of sleep.
i need sleep.
but holiday...
i feel like doing something.
play.
watch dramas.
but...
i wan earn $$$ too.
it's complicated.
im really scared.
damn scared of something...
something that will happen and it feels bad.
idk...
im emo all these days...
idk y...
i want someone who understand me...
seriously...
and willing to listen to me...
stay with me..
but u...
kpo oth stuff and ignore me...
even to the extent of being cold to me...
)): there's another side of the story u nv know...
u onli listen to that bitch...
if only i were closer to u...
i will explain everything...
i will... so... dont listen to her only...
i wan to play with u too...
all the sports u been playing with oths...
how i wish i could join in...
during the time when we were all there for interview...
if only the one hu invited me to sit wif u'al is you...
if only... the person is you...
perhaps because my crush is you...
adn i left a bad impression on u...
all bcos of that bitch...
im...
feeling so lousy now..
nothing go well...
nothing...
i dont like the feeling of the coldness i felt from u...
even though from now onwards i wont be seeing you...
i juz hope you could know the whole story...
and understand the feeling that i felt...
i juz hope that u can understand
instead of misunderstandings...
gosh...
this blog is so long...
shall stop here.
1:50 AM sprinklinq love Y
if Only You Knew...
How My Heart Beats When i'm With You...
How i Tried Not To Blush When i See You...
How i Wish i Could Hu9 You When The ni9hts turn 9rey...
if Only You Knew...
That i Have a Crush On You
a Deep Deep Crush On You......
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