jasmiine♥

Thursday, August 18, 2011

getting emotional everytime i listen to this particular song...

cant help it but feel depress...

life is getting boring..
boring day by day...

all i noe now is

exam. assignment. endless show to watch.

nth interesting.

serious bored.

thought of trying new stuff...

bt end up none is suitable fer mi..

and im running away from it...
sigh... why is life now so boring?
sry.. getting abit emotionally down...
since it's nite...
tend to think of things more... in details...
poly life is bored...

being an adult is bored...

sian.
something has to come and spice mi up abit...
haix.
why.. is.. life...a..boredom...world...?
getting annoyed at every little stuff...
especially ppl i dont want to see...
keep appear in font of mi...
damn pissed.

why is life so **** up?

cant imagine wad life will be in future...
cant imagine wad i'll be in future...
why ppl bcome so irratating...
wanna slap straight in their face
but do i dare to?
if im realli pissed... perhaps... hu noes?
when i decide that our ties are no more...
perhaps i will.
can feel the pain...
of some idols... when tey are ignored...

tearing while watching it...

bt oths dont know tey are ignored...

only by looking into their eyes
will tey find it red and realise they juz teared.
why are human, human?
why cant human be kind?

help out and not being jealous or selfish...?

why are they so *****? so *******?

why... so many whys...

feeling so hopeless...

heavy...

like someone grabbing the heart of mine

bt why am i so hurt?

when oths are juz enjoying themselves?

why am i so **** up and pissed off?

hu in the wrld make mi so pissed off?

no idea at all... bt juz felt pissed. why?

somebody...

if i can hypno out... hu is this ****ing person?

no matter how long im hearing it...

i juz cry.

heart aching like nobody business...

but dun noe why...

so many people flash thru my mind when listening to this song

bt hu is it tat make mi having heartache and crying like nobody business?

perhaps i know...juz dun want to admit...

why ppl... are this way... this kind of character and personalities...

irk.

surrouding is affecting mi

seriously influenced.

but whr can i run to?

oblivious to wad's happening...

quote from one of my friend...

i noe. i juz noe.can read ur mind.totally.

so **** up when u noe wad's happening.

u juz feel so heavy in the heart...

it's aching...

oths might thought i wouldnt know wad their mind is thinkin abt

i noe. ****ing know it all.

juz keeping quiet to it

doesnt mean u can tamper my feeling juz like tat.

oblivious to wad's happening...

helping thou and finish off wif a smile.
when knowing thou's happy, im glad.

at least i know whr i stand.

at least i ****ing know it.

a huge sigh...

past is always so happy. why is present this way?

wad would future lies?

looking at my profile and u noe who i am?

seriously.

i wanted to sae right at ur face.

u dont know mi u ****ing *****.

sry... juz releasing my anger out...

this person named frustration is driving mi up to a corner...

born as a scorpio

remembering every little things

tat's meaningless u might sae

and bearing grudge...

accumulating it makes it worse

dont u tink so?

head getting heavier when u tink more...

more things strt pouring into ur mind like waterfall

feel like having a computer in my head.

ctrl S to save memories. onli those i wan.

Delete to erase all those i dont wan to rmb.

ctrl Z if i forgt or press wrongly.

haha. getting lamer -_-

sry... lethargic and... duno... angry?

how to be less angry?

•draw a picture of your anger..

thought of alot of things to draw to express my anger...

bt ultimately... i didnt drew bt i scribbled alot.

lines goin back and forth...

repeatly... pressing harder as i think...

sleep shall take over fer now...

wad dream would be awaiting fer mi?

and dont worry.

i will be alright by tomorrow (:

12:56 AM sprinklinq love Y